Savannah Guthrie has once again shown her strength and vulnerability in a deeply emotional Easter message, reflecting on her recent struggles and her unwavering faith, despite the ongoing disappearance of her mother, Nancy Guthrie.
The Today co-anchor, 54, shared her heartfelt message for Good Shepherd New York, the church she attends in Lower Manhattan, on Sunday, April 5, just one day before her return to the NBC morning show. In the message, Savannah opened up about the challenges she has faced in recent weeks, acknowledging that Easter, traditionally a time of joy, has felt much different for her this year.
“Happy Easter,” she began, but soon revealed the emotional toll the past two months have taken on her. “We celebrate today the promise of a new life that never ends in death. But standing here today, I have to tell you, there are moments in which that promise seems irretrievably far away. When life itself seems far harder than death,” she confessed. “These moments of deep disappointment with God, the feeling of utter abandonment… For most of us, there will come a time in our life when these feelings hold sway.”
Savannah explained how her mother’s disappearance has led her to question her faith, pondering whether Jesus ever experienced the “uniquely cruel injury” of not knowing the outcome of a situation—a feeling she has been grappling with as the search for Nancy continues with no leads.
“I’ve questioned whether Jesus really ever experienced this particular wound that I feel, this grievous and uniquely cruel injury of not knowing, of uncertainty and confusion and answers withheld,” Savannah shared. “In those darkest moments, I have thought bitterly and perhaps irreverently that I have stumbled upon a feeling that Jesus did not know.”
However, Savannah’s message took a turn toward hope as she reflected on the resurrection. “Suddenly, I remembered the grave. I remembered three days in the grave,” she said. “No one talks much about that. We focus mostly on Easter. But after Jesus died, after he breathed his last, what did he actually know? On the cross, he cried out, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ That is the anguished cry of someone who does not know the answers.”
She went on to say that it was these moments of questioning that led to a revelation—one that helped her find comfort in the midst of her grief. “It is the darkness that makes this morning’s light so magnificent, so blindingly beautiful. It is all the brighter because it is so desperately needed,” Savannah said, closing her message with a reminder of the hope that Easter brings.:max_bytes(150000):strip_icc():focal(753x324:755x326)/Savannah-Guthrie-Nancy-Guthrie-021726-98997ce905854e5eb41c5e12f8ebf5cf.jpg)
“Today, I celebrate. I still believe,” she concluded with conviction. “And so I say with all my heart: Happy Easter.”
As the search for Nancy enters its tenth week with no suspects identified, Savannah’s emotional message resonated deeply with viewers. Her strength and faith in the face of such overwhelming uncertainty serve as a beacon of hope for all who are struggling in their own times of darkness.
Savannah’s return to Today on April 6 marks a new chapter in her journey, one filled with both grief and the support of her Today family. Through her words, she continues to inspire and remind us all of the power of faith and resilience in the toughest of times.


